October 13 - October 19
Before you read "The Resulting Anger", please know this ...that anger is many times, a justifiable emotion. It's up to you what to do with it. I pray you do not allow yours to destroy you as mine almost, once destroyed me. Much Love!-Candie
The Resulting Anger
I’ll be the last one standing
and on that you can bet.
You haven’t seen a soul like me,
a soul as determined yet.
I’ll be the one to get you.
I’ll deliver the critical blow.
You’ll be asking me for mercy,
begging, but I won’t let go.
You’ll be dazed, asking questions...
where did she come from?
Then you catch my pretty eyes,
can’t you tell that I’m the one?
I’ll be the one who’ll crush you
and rip you into shreds.
It’s my goal to leave you wishing
for a quick and timely death.
Didn’t you hear my warning?
I’m sure I let you know,
that if you challenge me,
I’m aiming way pass the lowest blow.
Are you blind
and can’t you see
that when I’m full of anger,
I’ve questioned God in me?
Yet you continue to press it
to push me into this game.
Can’t you see there’s something in me
that won’t answer to anyone’s shame?
You’ll cringe at the sound of my name.
You have no chance to defeat me,
no chance to win this war.
Because if I have to do it,
I’ll certainly do it all.
Taking my kindness for weakness
has proven your fatal flaw.
Why summon that part of me
that part willing to ignore God.
I’ll do what you’d never think of,
some move that will take your breath.
Are you now understanding...
you haven’t truly seen me yet?
What more is there?
You foolishly dare
questioning me and my game…
You’ll never forget,
I’ll be sure to inflict
some mind blowing pain.
My ultimate goal is to win this war,
some things I know I must lose.
If you want to pay the cost of trying me,
my actions will most fervently prove...
The only true fear I claim
is fear of the wrath of God
and the only way to serve Him
is to make sure that I survive.
"The Resulting Anger" is an excerpt from Role Reversal: Turn Pain Into Power
In Role Reversal: Turn Pain Into Power, I begin to face the issues I discovered in Candidreams. I write about being in the fire, being strengthened by surviving the fire and ultimately coming out of it with my weapon, my ink pen, in my hand. I've nicknamed this book my "recovery" book.
What makes my work even more unique....
My books are even more unique because they are poetic autobiographies...individual poems I've woven together to tell my story.
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